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I'll start: (Hypersensitive)



I have not been in your guild very long and as such I somehow doubt very many of you have even noticed me. Even fewer I'm sure have taken note of my absense or even thought to question why.

Truth be told I did not leave in search of better loot or anything of that sort. I had an altercation with another guild member. This incident left me feeling betrayed, hurt, and completely unsupported. In my anger I chose to judge the entire guild based on the actions of one person at one time. Since the incident I have had time to think. I meditated long and hard on what happened and how it should have been dealt with. I have even made my appologies to the person in question and set the whole event in my past. But still I cannot help but feel a bit lost.

As I have only been here a short time, I have not yet developed the deep emotional bond so many of you seem to share. And I've always felt a bit secluded, like a third wheel. I simply have not felt like I fit in. This is no doubt my own failing, but sadly I have been unable to remedy it. Now I sit here questioning myself, deciding which path to take, what road to walk. I am not one to come crawling on my hands and knees back to anyone, regardless of whether I or the other were wrong. I am far too proud.



Today I attended a raid, much to the dismay of some of you I am sure, to support and protect my dearest Phaedria. At this raid I felt especially saddened and lonely, although that of course is entirely my doing. I toyed with the idea of begging to be reinvited, but I could not bring myself to do so. Despite the fact that Faydedar utterly slaughtered us, it was encouraging to see so many people working together towards one goal and never giving up despite the odds.



As I have given nothing to this guild, I cannot expect you to want me back and so I shall not ask to rejoin. Instead I believe I shall walk Norrath once again alone. It has been that way many times for me before and so it is truly fitting for me to be so again. Please know I do not write this letter looking for praise, or encouragement, or pleas to rejoin. Such would only degrade my emotions. Rather I write this to explain the atrocity I have commited and to make some small pennance for my act. I truly hope that my loss causes no notice.



Sincerely,

Falcorian Fyreheart



Humble 47th level servant of Quellious

Sometimes to preserve the peace we must use violence. This is one of those times.

--Falcorian Fyreheart




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